Saturday, August 28, 2010

Better.

I think the aspirin did the trick, so I can kinda think now.
I feel like this blog o mine sort of chronicles my life as an anxsty teen and how I feel I'm changing. So I wonder a few things about myself in relation to this blog.
How long will I keep it up? It seems slightly unrealistic I'll still have it senior year, but if I do, I wonder what I'll think looking back at previous posts. And I wonder who will have read it, and if anybody will have cared. And will my thought process be the same as it is now? It isn't the same as it was a year ago. I definitely don't care so much about my image. Well, I do to a certain extent, but not in the same way I used to. Like for instance, I know so many people who freak out about their first day of school outfit. And on the first day, everyone is wearing their back to school clothes, and it's the most stylish day of the year because everyone is trying to make an impression. But impressions of peoples' style aren't made in one day. In fact, nobody is going to remember that outfit a week later, especially since it was the first day of school, and everyone is focused on other things. But if you consistently wear stylish things, people will probs notice. So I don't really care what I look like on the first day. I will wear something that will be part of my process.
What do you think of that, senior me?

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